Week # 7
September
22-26, 2014
"Jurassic"
1.
My Accomplishments
There
are many things that are pupping in my mind then I realized that I had only one
teaching because of some situations.
Last Wednesday, I had my pre con with sir Ambong he said
my lesson plan is good and he asked me who were my teachers before in lesson
planning. Then I said Sir Catama and Sir Joy.
2.
My Significant Experiences
Monday,
I did not have my lesson plan because my CT told me that she will be the one to
handle my class and because I had my assessment.
Tuesday, I taught the story
entitled “Wedding Dance”.
I asked favor to my CT that I will handle the Makabansa
class at 11-12PM for my rated demo with my SI. But she said “it cannot be because
I will be observed too so any of the three sections that I will be observed. You
will handle the worst section.” Then I said “ma’am how is that because we
already fix our schedule with my classmates and the schedule of our SI’s is limited
because they have also their class in the University.” Still, she doesn’t like
that’s why I sacrificed to have a schedule on Thursday. That’s why I interchange
my schedule with Miss Kidkid that instead of Tuesday it became Thursday.
Wednesday,
I did not have my teaching because I had my exam. During my exam I’m having a
headache so I cannot concentrate in
answering and I don’t know what I’m writing.
At 4:15, I approached sir
Ambong for my rated demo on Thursday and he said my LP is good. Then I said
thank you sir.
Thursday,
I had a Jurassic class and a useless preparation. I was so ashamed with Sir
Ambong and Sir Sylvester because nothing happened good in my class. The class
was too much; they don’t even respect us so I felt sorry to Sir Ambong.
Sylvester said “Why you cannot mad here in your class?” I said “they cannot
even hear me even I will shout.” When we arrived in the library my classmates
congratulate me and asked me if how was my demo!!! Suddenly, I cried because I can’t
express my feeling. I was so weak and my chest was so heavy. L
I always felt sorry to myself especially Sir Ambong
because I wasted his time. This is my text to sir Ambong “Good pm sir, I’m so
sorry I did not expect that to happen. I wasted your time, but at least you saw
how my class behaves. ” he replied “No
problem. I understand. Just get another schedule for Monday and tell me.” Then I
said “thank you po Sir”
My class doesn’t have their outputs because my CT did not
give back their assignments as their materials of travel brochure. And yet
before my demo I approached my CT and she said, she already groups the students
and give back their assignments.
Friday, I went to my CT to report what happened. Told her “ma’am
what will I do because yesterday my SI did not rate me because my class was
disaster.” She answered me “Talga met nga kasjay diyay nga class at hindi talga
pang demo yong lesson mo.”
What she mean from this? I was so hurt that time
and I want to cry. SobraLLL
3.
My Insights
After
all these things happened, I watch a video entitled “TALK- how to develop a
positive mindset” this was my encouragement and my comfort because I had a
heavy feeling.
For all the things that are
happening it’s a challenge, but it’s too much and I’m bothered.” I can do all
things whose God strengthens me. “
4.
Problems
My
problem is my CT because she talks that as if she’s not a teacher like the
following: “I apo daytoy nga student teacher!! Talaga met a nga han nga pang demo
jay lesson nga diyay. Jurrasikin natin sya. Ipunta natin sa worst section.”
5.
Solutions
I
will still be humble and kind to her even she is not good to me. It’s my
commitment even it’s too much as long as I can (crying while encoding^^^^^^^ I even
don’t know if my grammar is correct because my feeling is so heavy and I cannot
understand why she likes that)
I will stay strong whatever happens. And I will just pray
for her that one day she will realize what she did.
6.
Goal for Next Week
I will do the things that can help me and i will ask some CT to give me a lesson for me to have an additional rated lessons.
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